Mera jivan bhut sanghash mai bita

Mera name shristi agnihotri hai.mai bachpan se hi kuch hat kr krna chahti thi lekin kbhi mauka hi nhi mila.garibi itni thi ki khane ke sambandh mai bhi sochana padta tha.bhagean ke mandir mai bhakatgan jo paisa chada jate hai  un paison ko mai utha leti thi.jati ki braman thi hi so uthane mai sankoch bhi nhi lgta tha.han kbhi kbhi panditji dekh lete the tow bhut jor se dant lagate the.'marta kya n karta' bali kahavat ko charitarth krte huye mai aaye din panditji ki dant jarur khati thi aur bhagwan ke samane chade huye paise jarur uthati thi.in paison se kabhi mai apne ghar dhaniyan patti karid leti thi tow kbhi dusri bhut hi sasti si sbji.is dhaniyan patti ki chatni se ya sasti wali sbji se hum tino bahine chaval ke sath ya roti ke sath khakr apna jivan badi kbusbi ke satb bitate the.is garibi se kbhi dukhi nahin huye.pitaji the vh farest god the lekin sidhe aur suchche the ki unke betan se vamuskil mahinebhar ka anaj hi aa pata tha.lekin mai har nhi manti thi .jaise taise six class mai phuchi to toution apni hi class ke bachchon ke sath apne se chhoti class ke bachchon ko bhi pdane lgi.mai dhanybad deti hu un mata pita ko jo mujh pr ykin karke unke bachcho ki class mai pdne wali ldki se hi apne bachche ko padbate the .lekin maine un logon ka bharosa kbhi nhi toda.sare bachche jinko mai pdati thi vh kbhi fail nhin huye aur n hi mai kbhi raste mai ruk pai.is tarah mujhe jo bhi paisa milta tha use mai apne chote bhai bhin ki pdai aur anya ghar ki jarurton mai kharch kar deti thi.kabhi nhi socha ki ak rupya apne uper bhi kharch kr du.us samay bhut ichcha hoti thi ki bahar milane bali chije jaise _gupchup aadi kha lu lekin apne priwar ko dekhkr chup ho jati thi.us samay mai sochti thi ki mai jis garibi ko dekh rhi hu vh gribi meri bhine ya chota bhai nhi dekhega aur yhi ykin ke sath mai unhen pda rhi thi.